it's an honor to be present

I want to be

present

I really do

I want to be here now

with you

all of me

100 %

But I don't

Don't know what that is

I'm seeking my evolution

myself unfolds

I promise to give you as much as I can

I'll give you the participation trophies

I'll give you the blue food coloring carnations

I'll give you the crumbling concrete crashing through my blistered hands

I'll give you all that I have to give and perhaps it will be enough